I'M BAAAAAACK!!!!

Bn long since i blogged....i wont say i was tied up wid work or was busy doing something coz that would be a total lie...I've just bn Spending ma time leisurely lazing around here and there .Anyway nuthin much has changed wid me...i'm still da same old G. I thought i would have had a boyfriend or 2 by now buh that hasn't happened... I'm still single,in da closet n dont c that changing anytime soon... I'mma bit picky when it kams to dating guys...All guyz that have shown an interest in me i've turned them away n vice versa...It seems i dunno wat i want in a guy or i'm even not sure of what i really want.lemmie just hope there is a guy out there 4 me coz God knows how i really need one right now. I think i'm just afraid to commit.
Now there happen 2 b this guy in ma class whom i have a huge crush on since da first time i set ma eyes on him.. He is a looker..He got this nice personality..He got a very hot galfriend whom he normally sits with while in class n almost all da chiqs in class wanna b wid me.He's quite a flirt.We rarely talk buh av noticed him cheking me out everytime i'm in class mostly when the lecture is speaking n he does this erry single day when we r in class..Caught him lotsa times looking at me..Could he be eyeing me?(How i wish)..Now how can i tell he is interested wid me?? I wish i could read his mind. He always smile when i happen to talk to him..He is a nyce guy.How i wish i knew how to use ma gaydar.I would av already known if he's like me.
Got 2 go now ma pplez ...2onane anaa tyme.

A SOLEMN MOMENT OF SILENCE 2 MA FALLEN BRUH

Totally can't understand how 1 can have enough guts 2 murder sum1..U'll 1 day b accountable 2 whatever u do 2 another human being.. May the Lord rest ur soul in eternal peace Eric Nzioki..I'm gonna miss u bruh.

I'MMA MAKE IT

So my week is goin pretty well except 4 da examz which i totally hate doing..Bn away 4 a while buh nimerudi na natumaini nyote mkopoa ...I alwayz wonder y straight guyz find it so hard to believe a person could b gay...The hypocrites one's go quoting bible verses that's against gayism...acting holy than thou. Others even have the audacity 2 say homosexuals should b killed.I wonder how we affect em by being gay.They wont just mind their effin bizness..God knew i was gay b4 i came 2 this world n i know he loves me the way i am..Sometimes i find myself asking God y he actually let me b born. I do pray alot n i know God has a reason 4 y i'm like this..I know I was Born gay n no 1 can tell me otherwise even the so called scientists n Men of God. I know i'm GONNA MAKE IT in this life the way i am with God by my side n i dont care whatever they say bout me being gay.I'll continue living ma life right n wont allow any1 2 put me down.

I FELL IN LOVE WID THIZ SONG

Ma wkd

Mhhh...Da weekend wasn't dat bad..I happen 2 C ma primary skul crush..DARN!!! he looked fyne as hell..I'm thinking of opening up 2 him though he b straight n born again, so i'm told..Lord gimme enough guts 2 tell him watsup. Whenever i c diz guy from my hood i just cant stop checking him out..i alwayz want 2 stop him n say hi 2 him buh i'mma afraid of his reaction..He's so hood n i lyke dat n also he b hawt..He's bn on ma mynd 4 a long tyme though av never said a word 2 him...I'm ever afraid of sum1 from my hood finding out dat i'm gay dats y I dont do blind dates nor do i lyke meeting wid gay guyz especially em feminine 1s..I alwayz chill out wid my straight friends though most of em r homophobes..i suspect some of em r queer buh on the DL...I did clubbing diz wkd n i saw 2 guyz kissing each other on the dance floor n boy waz i shocked..they dint even give an eff of da repercussion...All in all i did enjoy ma wkd...Enjoy ur wk y'all
      I TOTALLY DIG DIZ SONG

Little bit about me

I wonder if i'll get lotsa haters in here buh anyway i don't care.....i'mma christian dude n born again* n also gay...I'm in ma early 20s n a student in 1 of the public university n also a strong believer..I'mma choir member in our church n ma pastor iz 1 heck of a homophobe.. a Sunday wont pass without him criticizing n condemning gay guys....I dare him to ask me bout ma thoughts concerning homosexual...i bet dat day I'll b expelled from da choir n maybe da church..Ma friends dunno if I'm gay coz I'm alwayz widda chiqs n av had galfwendz b4 though nothing sexual happened between us....I know I'm not straight neither bi...I'm gaythough i don't accept ma sexual orientation fully...Av tried numerous tymes 2 commit suicide b4 buh i dint succeed n now i know God luvs me dats y he dint Lemmie die so 2 all em homophobes/haters THIZ QUEER GUY AIN'T GOIN NOWHERE till God sayz so.I know i was born Gay n there's nuthin lyke i adopted thiz culture from the west or it bcoz of da environment i waz raised in that made me lyke boyz....I can vividly recall when i waz 6yrs old having a crash on ma classmate<a boy> n dat tyme we had no Telly  4 me 2 imitate da west whom i believe by dat tyme had started 2 recognise gay guyz....I know counselling wont/cant change ma sexual orientation coz av bn counselled b4 n nuthin changed...I'm still da same kuchu boy dat most Straitguyz luv 2 hate.....Think av said enough 4 2day..Y'all do av a great day..CIAO